My On Line Journal

Wow! Its been a long time i havent write here...

I was so busy w/ work, in the church, ive got sooo many things to accomplish that i never get the time to do my favorite stuff, like uhmm.. writing here?

Well, it was all fulfilling.. as the saying goes if u want to be happy, serve!

Im serving my God, my family, lastly myself.. im being a saint here?!

No, dont think it that way... Im just living life! & this is life when you find fulfillment in everything you do, right?

When you do things as if you were made for it... then thats it!

Im living a carefree life... carefree 'cos i entrust it to the One who made me!

I worry, yes.. I get sad, yes... & a lot of negative things... but when you focus your thoughts on whats ahead.. u can overcome it all! Just what i am doing, i just think of Him & a lot of blessings instore for me...

That's it guys! If ur feeling bad this day, cheer up!

Ask ur creator what He wants you to do cos He has the brochure, the manual how & what are you made up for, 'cos you certainly have a purpose why he created you...

I have just finished my lunch. Im trying to be a semi vegetarian but i just could'nt do it!!

I love meat! But our family had a history of heart attacks. The closest to me is my father who died of cardiac arrest when i was just 4 mos. old! Huh! that must be the most terrible thing that happened to my mom @ 24. They were just newlty wed at that time.. My father was only 23 and I am 23 now, I just could'nt imagine how young he was and how hard it was 4 my mother to take the responsibilty of raising a child.. They both were still struggling w/ thier careers but lucky mom i turned out to be the kindest, & bestest daughter any mother cud ever have! hehehhe! (i'm exaggerating!)

She got married again when i was 4 & i now have 2 siblings, Angielou & Ryan, they're both now in college and Im helping step dad w/ thier school finances. Just a simple act of gratefullness for treating me as his own and sending me to school since first grade. He took the responsibilty of being a father to me.

Im now a struggling civil engineer. Im working as a structural steel detailer in Quezon City. Ive been away for 2 yrs since i started to work here. I only get to see them during working holidays.

And it was also during those times that i was away that ive revived & refreshed my faith as a true christian. Ive just realized how fleeting our life here on earth is so ive to invest my time w/ things thats not temporary.

Im confident that im leading the right path. It only takes to obey you creator...

Il write more about these next time..(:

Guyz am soo happy cos finally i got time to create this blog..

I used to read a lot of blogs here but i hesitate to make my own its bec. journals are supposed to be written privately.. yep, il treat this as my own journal.. its been my way out since i was in high school, writing in my diary as i called it before.. pouring my self out through paper & ink.

Hey.. yep, am happy and content! in love, in relationship, at work...

But u know sometimes i get sick w/ my daily routine! work - home!!!

When everything settle out just fine, i would take my responsibilty in our church..
cos u know everyone of us has a special gift were bound to share thats why i think we were ceated as individuals.

ok folks!.. thats all for today..